i've lotza disrupted tots today...
"Morning LY, how come u look so tired woh?" All i managed was a weak smile."Huh, maybe i didnt sleep well last nite bah."But, well, in fact, i had a peaceful sleep.Wished i had a beautiful sweet dream,but again, I was glad i didn't. Juz in case my bubbles burst once dawn broke...I no longer wished to live in illusion.
Org. chem lect was boring as usual. All the arrow pushing mechanisms and nucleophilic attacks...it was unusually cold in LT 23.Even my immunity is failing me? Hsiang wasnt ard...i hoped she was.She'll alwayz offer me her jacket wheneva i'm flg cold w/o my jacket. I juz need her to sit beside me.
Accompanied Winnie to com lab to print notes.Short queue now, shd i go check my mail?I was afriad of what i'd receive.Nvm,i dun wish to be distracted for my subsequent lects of d day.
Spectroscopy lect was alrite. But, why must there be so many selection rules and transition states? Why can't life be simpler? Alrite,perhaps i'm juz not concentrating...my mind is somewhr else.But Hsiang sat beside me and her physical presence made me felt much beta.Thnks Hsiang!Try harder 4 ur silly jokes lah...haha... but, thnks 4 attempting to mk me smile!It was comforting to lean against ur shoulder.Gosh, ppl behind us might mistaken us as lesbians.
Got a few missed calls, with unknown identity...it wasn't mum.Hmmm,who can it be?
I took a really HOT shower! The heat was supposed to wake me up from my drowsiness.But, i ended up washing my tear stained face. The last time i cried in the bathroom was when i kena caned by my mum for some mischief,many many yrs ago...when i fought over a toy w my sis....THis time, the tears spilled w/o any physical punishment. No stimulation req'd.Weird. What exactly was i crying over?(Sorry frens, i prefer to have some personal space at times.So, pls dun ask me what happened.) Hee, actually it's quite comfortable aft i stepped out.Only that i was red all over----red skinned,red eyes,red nose,haha....Rudolf the Reindeer! Well, crying in a bathroom definitely beats silently weeping on bed.The worst flg is to cry urself to sleep.Many gals have shared such exp. It's really the most horrible tragic in d world! U'd feel so lonely,that u're hiding in bed alone,no one even knows u're weeping.(on the other hand,maybe that's why we chose the privacy of our bedrooom,since we dun wish others to noe.)Almost like u're being swallowed and engulfed by ur own galaxy of blanket.
It has been a long day. I strolled to YIH canteen alone.A crowd lover at times, I treasure my solitude for the day. It allowed me the chance to be at peace w myself. Hmmm, Durian puffs!!My fav woh... maybe shd reward myself? ^_^ They were fine. Ok, maybe i wasn't paying particular attn to their taste.I ate for the sake of eating. Even eating Durian puffs can remind me of... ...
Parcelled to my parents on:Seven-Eleven-Eighty-four(it's a store n more!)
Affectionately known as:WiLdDaZzLez,XiaoYong,Shortie,Ai Zai,XiaoStar,Yep MeiMei,Mee Siam(coz sounds MissSssSsYep),Sotong,Monkey,Leylong,Big-Po,Da-zhu,
Current Ht:Officially 151cm!(No more rounding off)
Wishlist/Personal collections: Canon or Olympus or Sony Digicam ,The Body Shop Series(love the fragrances),Swatches(classy,exotic timepieces), Lamps(of exotic designs),Travel,travel,travel!(Who can sponsor me on a Round the world tour?) FREEDOM .
Missions for this sem: Healthier lifestyle(regular meals + fitness routine + adequate rest),SOIREE2005(NUSHB Annual Concert),CENTENNIAL CELEBRATIONS:ORIENTAL SUITE, IMPRESSIONS 2005(Harmonica Orchestra annual concert/recitals),
more active volunteering, do sth for those i care abt b4 i graduate,do a kind deed for those who cannot return my favour,spend more quality time w fam/frens, be more observant/sensitive, maintain/pull up my C.A.P, indulge in my likes, pamper myself.
[[*My Adores*]]
Finger-lickin' gastronomies: Kenny Roger's muffins, Fish n Co. Chips,seafood platter, buffets of all sorts,cholatey chocs,
,desserts(Oh, my Cendol!) n patries(TOP FAV:peach Danish),Spicy stuff,Softshell crabs,Almost all fruits(except jackfruit n banana),
Local delights eg. Rojak,BakkutTeh,Popiah,Mee Siam,any (hygenic)mamak dishes,the list keeps evolving...
Savoury concoctions:Iced lemon tea,zappel,fruit juices,green tea,chrysanthemum,honey,tantalising spills!
Idols:My family,my frens,oh, AND I worship myself!wahaha~
My trendy colours:Sapphire blue,soft hues.
[[*My Detests*]]
Pests:Hypocrites,narrow-minded-and-small-hearted ppl,BIG Liars,underhanded cheaters,shallow/insincere creatures!
Solid/fluid wastes:Herbal tonics claiming to boost ht increase,Used to hate bittergourd,but fantastic culinary overode its bitterness somehow.
Obstacles:My hostel's loosened shower grip,AND i got anthr hopeless heater tiz sem!
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