I cant understd how my 'folder-sharing-partner' works. She likes to pen notations on her scores. There's nth wrong w tt.It's perfectly fine w me when she requested tt we both sightread from her scores, instd of mine,since i dun pencil all my scores.Not tt i wished to point out her mistakes, but her notes are peppered with mistakes---oblivion to her,but obvious to me. I tried to politely alert her of the mistakes.(A no-brainer can now guess who's the one who went off-tune.)BUT each time i reminded her, she sends me a doubtful note and asked: "Oh, really?" Not only that, she'll seek reassurance from anthr section mate b4 she corrects the mistake(SSSS). Insulted? What do u think? Hey, i really felt like telling her," Can u pls dun insult my many yrs of piano learning. I admit my sightreading sucks,but it's not as atrocious as yours." (Skeptism creeps in only here,i'm not so mean on usual occasions.She forced me to.)
Nvm,i dun wish to brew unhappiness over such trivial matters. But her off-tunes caused an irritating degree of uneasiness to my eardrums.If i dun hear it,i wun be bothered. The problem lies in me hearing them, AND she doesnt revise those mistakes at all. How do i know? Coz she stumbles over the exact sections she went wrong the previous rehearsals.I even know when to 'que' her, by pointing to the parts she's lost. Yes, i tried to empahtise with her no music bckgrd. I'm not trying to be harsh on her.(i'm mIss nicey yep *P ) But, she's got harmo experience in her JC days...i started fresh.
She seems to be over-reliant on me---to 'que' her, to count the beats, to flip the scores.She's indeed a follower.I dun mind being a service provider,if she shows some dedication to band practices and treats it more seriously. She told me she'll turn up for the next practice,when i offered to pen the corrections on her scores for her.But,the nxtband practice, she didnt show her face.
GREAT!THat's what u get for being kind. I clearly knew she had intentions of not turning up.It's in her eyes.(Non-verbal signals can be blaring at times.)I dislike it when ppl make empty promises. If u dun mean what u say,keep it to urself.
See my pent-up frustrations?yeah,this entry is long enuff to erase any larva boiling within. Luckily,my regulating mechanisms prevented overspillage, haha. I'll juz endure with her. 7 more days to SOIREE! Aft that, i'll pinch this misery. But i suspect she'll disappear aft SOIREE. From those conversations we'd, she's only after the CCA points.Hmmm, speaks VOULME abt her nonchalence...I need CCA points to stay on campus too, but i dun make it my ONLY MOTIVE! It's downright manipulative.Have some passion and enjoy what u're doing. That's the least respect u can give to a club/society YOU joined.
HHHHHHaaaaiiii, i'm juz too stressed over band, other commitments and trying to balance my declining studies.I used to be very diligent.But now,my drive goes downhill each day.No mood to study.Ok, even when the mood's there, my energy dims. ALERTING: ROng's treadmill needs lubrication.
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Affectionately known as:WiLdDaZzLez,XiaoYong,Shortie,Ai Zai,XiaoStar,Yep MeiMei,Mee Siam(coz sounds MissSssSsYep),Sotong,Monkey,Leylong,Big-Po,Da-zhu,
Current Ht:Officially 151cm!(No more rounding off)
Wishlist/Personal collections: Canon or Olympus or Sony Digicam ,The Body Shop Series(love the fragrances),Swatches(classy,exotic timepieces), Lamps(of exotic designs),Travel,travel,travel!(Who can sponsor me on a Round the world tour?) FREEDOM .
Missions for this sem: Healthier lifestyle(regular meals + fitness routine + adequate rest),SOIREE2005(NUSHB Annual Concert),CENTENNIAL CELEBRATIONS:ORIENTAL SUITE, IMPRESSIONS 2005(Harmonica Orchestra annual concert/recitals),
more active volunteering, do sth for those i care abt b4 i graduate,do a kind deed for those who cannot return my favour,spend more quality time w fam/frens, be more observant/sensitive, maintain/pull up my C.A.P, indulge in my likes, pamper myself.
[[*My Adores*]]
Finger-lickin' gastronomies: Kenny Roger's muffins, Fish n Co. Chips,seafood platter, buffets of all sorts,cholatey chocs,
,desserts(Oh, my Cendol!) n patries(TOP FAV:peach Danish),Spicy stuff,Softshell crabs,Almost all fruits(except jackfruit n banana),
Local delights eg. Rojak,BakkutTeh,Popiah,Mee Siam,any (hygenic)mamak dishes,the list keeps evolving...
Savoury concoctions:Iced lemon tea,zappel,fruit juices,green tea,chrysanthemum,honey,tantalising spills!
Idols:My family,my frens,oh, AND I worship myself!wahaha~
My trendy colours:Sapphire blue,soft hues.
[[*My Detests*]]
Pests:Hypocrites,narrow-minded-and-small-hearted ppl,BIG Liars,underhanded cheaters,shallow/insincere creatures!
Solid/fluid wastes:Herbal tonics claiming to boost ht increase,Used to hate bittergourd,but fantastic culinary overode its bitterness somehow.
Obstacles:My hostel's loosened shower grip,AND i got anthr hopeless heater tiz sem!
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