Picked up the phone with anxiety,hopeful.
Dialling...
"Hello, wern? Are u at home?"
"In KL now.Why?"
"Did u rcv my CNY greeting card sent to ur house huh?"
"Yah...yes yes, thx a lot!"
"Ermm, can u mk it for my harmonica band concert?"
"Oh that ah...when is it? This SUN?"
"yupz, this coming SUN, 230pm."
"Orh,hmmm, if it's this sun,dun tink so..."
"U got thgs on hand? Busy w stuff?" trying to hide the dejection, which is surfacing mildly.
"Hey, hope u dun get the wrong impression tt i'm pestering u k..."(This was a spontaneous sentence tt poped frm nowhr...why wld i've voiced it?weird.)
"i noe...u need to mk coordination for seatings?"He completed my hanging sentence.
*yeah,i juz need to cnfrm and mk necessary arrgmts to the tix allocation and seating plans." My voice trailed.
"So what u up to in KL?"I switched lane, hoping to regain my chirpy tone.
" Yah, meeting a UK guy in KL. Brought along 1 of my office boy...to tidy up my place. Been quite some time since i last tidied it. Too lazy to do it on my own...while i get some free time to go shopping,lkg ard."
(thinking: Bet he's dating some hot chicks in KL)
"Oh, it's ur KL apartment u're refg to correct?"
"yupz"
Silence...i duno how to continue...i wish to hang up.
"so...uhmm, u cant mk it?" (Gasping at my last straw to a smouldering ashing yes.)
"Sorie, really can't."
"Hmm, oh...uhmm...yah, i'll understd.It's ok."( This is my standard courtesy.No point forcing dwn one's throat.)
"Nvm then. Enjoy ur KL trip loh."
"Sure,will get in touch w u when i get bck."
Ended call. Total call duration: 3mins 24 secs.
Ive been dejected by lotza "NO"s lately.It's not their fault that they cant mk it.
I've infrmed them in advance.For some, it was mths earlier...but well, last min schedules creep in. The inevitability of life.Pple are al held up with work.I'm encompassing on tt.Swear i do.Coz i cant turn up for all invitations either.Juz felt disappted, esp. aft u practised so sooo hard, hoping to stage a gd show for ur frens and those impt ppl...when the 'NO' comes crashing on ur hopeful 'yes'.
Parcelled to my parents on:Seven-Eleven-Eighty-four(it's a store n more!)
Affectionately known as:WiLdDaZzLez,XiaoYong,Shortie,Ai Zai,XiaoStar,Yep MeiMei,Mee Siam(coz sounds MissSssSsYep),Sotong,Monkey,Leylong,Big-Po,Da-zhu,
Current Ht:Officially 151cm!(No more rounding off)
Wishlist/Personal collections: Canon or Olympus or Sony Digicam ,The Body Shop Series(love the fragrances),Swatches(classy,exotic timepieces), Lamps(of exotic designs),Travel,travel,travel!(Who can sponsor me on a Round the world tour?) FREEDOM .
Missions for this sem: Healthier lifestyle(regular meals + fitness routine + adequate rest),SOIREE2005(NUSHB Annual Concert),CENTENNIAL CELEBRATIONS:ORIENTAL SUITE, IMPRESSIONS 2005(Harmonica Orchestra annual concert/recitals),
more active volunteering, do sth for those i care abt b4 i graduate,do a kind deed for those who cannot return my favour,spend more quality time w fam/frens, be more observant/sensitive, maintain/pull up my C.A.P, indulge in my likes, pamper myself.
[[*My Adores*]]
Finger-lickin' gastronomies: Kenny Roger's muffins, Fish n Co. Chips,seafood platter, buffets of all sorts,cholatey chocs,
,desserts(Oh, my Cendol!) n patries(TOP FAV:peach Danish),Spicy stuff,Softshell crabs,Almost all fruits(except jackfruit n banana),
Local delights eg. Rojak,BakkutTeh,Popiah,Mee Siam,any (hygenic)mamak dishes,the list keeps evolving...
Savoury concoctions:Iced lemon tea,zappel,fruit juices,green tea,chrysanthemum,honey,tantalising spills!
Idols:My family,my frens,oh, AND I worship myself!wahaha~
My trendy colours:Sapphire blue,soft hues.
[[*My Detests*]]
Pests:Hypocrites,narrow-minded-and-small-hearted ppl,BIG Liars,underhanded cheaters,shallow/insincere creatures!
Solid/fluid wastes:Herbal tonics claiming to boost ht increase,Used to hate bittergourd,but fantastic culinary overode its bitterness somehow.
Obstacles:My hostel's loosened shower grip,AND i got anthr hopeless heater tiz sem!
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