Wednesday, August 31, 2005

<<<Beautiful Scars>>>

I forgot which day that fateful incident occurred.Until i heard the songs aired on radio.

It was too long ago.Or was it really that long? Duration can be an unfair measuring tape.Or perhaps all along, i was the one with parallex error in judgement? It has been exactly one year.(Yes, my memory is that bad.I had to click on my AUG 2004 archives.)But, certainly, I rmb what happened, how it happened.

I think my wound has turned into a scar.Scars are ugly.But from my optimistic kaleidoscope,at least scars dun hurt.They juz remind us of some beautiful memories and hurting past,that has dried and healed.If so, scars can be beautiful too.

I am was a naive artist.I used to paint a beautiful portrait.The more beautiful you paint a picture,the more hurt you would feel in giving it away.I didnt choose to give it away.But whats the point in holding on or nailing it to the wall,if it wasnt meant to be mine?I decide to donate my painting.Why not think of it as a charitable cause then?At least the painting will be in d hands.Sometimes,my frens sneer at my nobility.*Puih*.Nobility cant be eaten.

The amateur artist has regained her conciousness.No longer naive, I pledge to be more cautious in my future paintings. I still believe in painting full-heartedly, for there will be some admirers who can appreciate my artworks.

For now,Im no longer a museum display. Gallery open for public viewing.
Hope every reader reading this blog entry will find his/her own unique painting in that suitable gallery.
For those who have found yours, keep painting and remain painted!

First Time Felt On|11:59 PM|

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[[*The Refreshed*]]

Parcelled to my parents on:Seven-Eleven-Eighty-four(it's a store n more!)
Affectionately known as:WiLdDaZzLez,XiaoYong,Shortie,Ai Zai,XiaoStar,Yep MeiMei,Mee Siam(coz sounds MissSssSsYep),Sotong,Monkey,Leylong,Big-Po,Da-zhu,
Current Ht:Officially 151cm!(No more rounding off)
Wishlist/Personal collections: Canon or Olympus or Sony Digicam ,The Body Shop Series(love the fragrances),Swatches(classy,exotic timepieces), Lamps(of exotic designs),Travel,travel,travel!(Who can sponsor me on a Round the world tour?) FREEDOM .
Missions for this sem: Healthier lifestyle(regular meals + fitness routine + adequate rest),SOIREE2005(NUSHB Annual Concert),CENTENNIAL CELEBRATIONS:ORIENTAL SUITE, IMPRESSIONS 2005(Harmonica Orchestra annual concert/recitals),
more active volunteering, do sth for those i care abt b4 i graduate,do a kind deed for those who cannot return my favour,spend more quality time w fam/frens, be more observant/sensitive, maintain/pull up my C.A.P, indulge in my likes, pamper myself.

[[*My Adores*]]

Finger-lickin' gastronomies: Kenny Roger's muffins, Fish n Co. Chips,seafood platter, buffets of all sorts,cholatey chocs, ,desserts(Oh, my Cendol!) n patries(TOP FAV:peach Danish),Spicy stuff,Softshell crabs,Almost all fruits(except jackfruit n banana),
Local delights eg. Rojak,BakkutTeh,Popiah,Mee Siam,any (hygenic)mamak dishes,the list keeps evolving...
Savoury concoctions:Iced lemon tea,zappel,fruit juices,green tea,chrysanthemum,honey,tantalising spills!
Idols:My family,my frens,oh, AND I worship myself!wahaha~
My trendy colours:Sapphire blue,soft hues.

[[*My Detests*]]

Pests:Hypocrites,narrow-minded-and-small-hearted ppl,BIG Liars,underhanded cheaters,shallow/insincere creatures!
Solid/fluid wastes:Herbal tonics claiming to boost ht increase,Used to hate bittergourd,but fantastic culinary overode its bitterness somehow.
Obstacles:My hostel's loosened shower grip,AND i got anthr hopeless heater tiz sem!

[[*Music's Playing*]]

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Song:

Amidst my search//visit Iwebmusic for music

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